quinta-feira, 13 de maio de 2010

You went and fucked that girl nextdoor , what did you did that for?

Booom dia!
É altura de expressar odio reprimido! Não, senhoras e senhores internautas eu não vou ser simpática. Vou ser vaca, vou ser puta, vou ser cabra até a última célula!
Ok.. Então... Vou postar em inglês, sim, vou postar em inglês. E vou fazê-lo porque este post faz mais sentido se for feito em inglês então peço desculpas à todas as pessoas que desprezem a língua. Eu aconselho-vos a nao lerem apartir daqui.

So, I´m listening to lily allen and I´m pounding against my keyboard which is actually a really good way to decompress and relieve hate and , mostly, sexual frustration...
Speaking of sex, you brought it up, I didn´t. I hate my boyfriend and it is something I just want to jump over a bridge about. I mean, come on !!! What the fuck is the matter with boys?? What is your problem??? Is it the fact that all of you have a penis attached to yourselves?? Is it that? Because if it is I could find a butcher who would be willing to get rid of that proplem...
Now, going back to my stupid and idiotic boyfriend! You see, the problem is that I like him. I like him a lot. I could come to love him. I could learn to love him. But I won´t. And I don´t know if that is my fault or if it is just the universe playing a huge cosmic joke on me. I want to like him but I can´t and I can´t because he won´t like me back...and that maybe the saddest part. He dosn´t like me back. At least not the way I want him to like me back.
The only thing that I know for sure is that this relatioship has endured some very hard situations, and believe me I´ve cried over a lot of these idiotic hardships, but I can feel us getting stronger but at the same time I can hear us breaking. I guess I just have my ear to the ground and when I start hearing a stampeed I´ll run the other way, I´ll run fast and won´t look back....and then I´ll cry about it for hours because that is where my brain goes.
We´re tired. We need more than what we can give. We´re slowly giving up. We´ll just let it die out. But I just...I´m tired. I can´t.


Remember November <3


I wish it would snow because I feel a seperation coming on.

2 comentários:

  1. OMG! What the hell?! You shouldn't feel sad because of love issues... It's actually even sadder to watch... or read, whatever.
    I think you should write in english a lot more, cause english is much more emotional and expressive, and when i read your texts in english, they sound so much better! =) it's probably because i'm in love by the fact that you're american (I know i've never said that, and it's kinda weird XD), and that's why i'm replying in english. by the other hand, i think that comic texts work really well in portuguese so, and you're good in both languages so just ignore that... =S ok, i guess that's it XD

    Now, STOP being sad! Cheer up!!! =D where's the crazy jay? XD what have you done to her?! xb

    Peace

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  2. can you say "sadder"? XD i don't know, but whatever, i tried XD

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